yeah.. chinese new year is comin lu....

wow.. man.. chinese new year is juz round da corner... time passes so fast... juz a blink n christmas is over... now chinese new year is comin... gud.. which means i can gt 2 watch my movies soon... n money is flyin in... haha... well.. i m gettin more tuition now.. T.T spm comin... haih.. in a year time i'll graduate secondary n move to colleges or uni... anyway, i hope my chinese new year will be da best b4 i graduate.. tuan bai, eatin, n plyin around wit ma frens... n all these fun wil come in 1 WEEK time... yes... i cant wait to wear new clothes soon... yeepee!!!!!!

skool reopening...

fuck tat bitch... wats wron wit u? u think ur da head n u can say criticises bout my hair?? man tats onli 1 inch longer.. argh... man n theres so many damn thin need to catch up wit... add. m3 n everythin... feelin stress n WTF!!! i m da class monitor.. thx to arn n shamus... but anyway at least nt all teachers r bad... ms valerie is such a gud bio teacher.. juz i dun know y u hav to scold us on da 3rd day of skool... but i hav to admit tat ur a gud teacher... i hope i can pass wit flyin colours on my biology tis year...

sorry.. my sincere apology...

i m sorry 4 hurtin u... 4 nt trustin u... i know i m wron 4 being crazy 4 u.. i m sorry if worryin 2 much bout u had hurt ur heart... i didn't mean anythin when i ask u tat question... it doesn't mean tat i dun trust u... i only wanted 2 confirm da truth wit u... in fact i m ang when i heard tat news bout u... tat is da reason 4 questionin u straight forwardly.... i may be 2 harsh or rude in my attitude while questionin u... i wanted 2 apologize 4 tat... i really hope tat u wil 4giv me n we can talk more often.. i dunno if i m thinkin 2 much but i think i dun understand u bcoz there's been a lack of communication between 2 of us.... i should have believe u wun turn another way round into another person... i should have correct da ppl who spread tis rumour bout u... i know i should nt believe tis stupid thin tat they talk about... but i had done wron by doin tis.... i m really sorry... n i m sayin tis from da very bottom of my heart... i m sorry...

prefect madness!!!!!!

its been a crazy weekend when tis camp start... a 3 days n 2 nite camp.. everythin changed startin from 12 o'clock of da first day... i quarrel wit tat bangala bitch 2 cover up 4 u... i dun know y.. its juz i felt wierd after tat... i know tat all of da prefect b.o.d didn't sleep tat nite... guess we're wron 4 puttin every1 in da same room... i was so scared when i know dato' know bout it... keep stayin up all nite to pray.... still childish?!? anyway its gud tat everythin ends peacafully....

gosh.. i m free... n many act r goin on...

damn... finally... everythin was done.. guitar exam n skool exams... yes... couldn't imagine if these thins are still on... i might be dead.. but i still gt many activities to participate in... man... prefects camp... church christmas concert... oh yes... mummy is goin 2 let me perm my hair... yes... finally... but she should let me do it last year.... coz my hair is longer then.. anyway need 2 say thx oso coz if she dun let, i might onli get my hair done nt year... hope tis holiday can last longer but it had alredi pass by half of tis 2 months... nt year form 5 liao... wat m i goin 2 do? tis is da end as i m startin my nt blog after a while... bye...

feelings these few weeks....

argh... test test test... i hope i can be free soon... i dont know whether i m goin 2 giv it a go or not... but i m stress out.. i need a peace in mind.. all tat i hope is tat u will respond to me sumday... i've tried many times 2 get ur attention... but isn't tat enuf?? how long should i stay tis way so u will be touch?? how many more efforts should be put in to get wat i've been dreaming 4... if tis is a test 4 me.. i'll go on... as long as i can stand tis torturin situation... i'll be loving u til u realize tat i m lovin u 4 sure... i year n 8 months... i hope u can respond 2 me by da 2nd year...

30/8/08 ~ stan fortuna

man... i 4got 2 write bout him... tis guy is a franciscan priest... he is 2 cool... he can rap....plays guitar lyk a rock band lead guitarist... n oso gt a chance 2 met wit u... n we talk... its been long i've nt seen u since u stop swimmin 4 ur exams... anyway... its cool meetin u on such occasion... finally, god bless fr. stan fortuna 4 his wonderfull time wit us in miri... hope tat i can see him live in action again soon.....