sorry.. my sincere apology...

i m sorry 4 hurtin u... 4 nt trustin u... i know i m wron 4 being crazy 4 u.. i m sorry if worryin 2 much bout u had hurt ur heart... i didn't mean anythin when i ask u tat question... it doesn't mean tat i dun trust u... i only wanted 2 confirm da truth wit u... in fact i m ang when i heard tat news bout u... tat is da reason 4 questionin u straight forwardly.... i may be 2 harsh or rude in my attitude while questionin u... i wanted 2 apologize 4 tat... i really hope tat u wil 4giv me n we can talk more often.. i dunno if i m thinkin 2 much but i think i dun understand u bcoz there's been a lack of communication between 2 of us.... i should have believe u wun turn another way round into another person... i should have correct da ppl who spread tis rumour bout u... i know i should nt believe tis stupid thin tat they talk about... but i had done wron by doin tis.... i m really sorry... n i m sayin tis from da very bottom of my heart... i m sorry...

prefect madness!!!!!!

its been a crazy weekend when tis camp start... a 3 days n 2 nite camp.. everythin changed startin from 12 o'clock of da first day... i quarrel wit tat bangala bitch 2 cover up 4 u... i dun know y.. its juz i felt wierd after tat... i know tat all of da prefect b.o.d didn't sleep tat nite... guess we're wron 4 puttin every1 in da same room... i was so scared when i know dato' know bout it... keep stayin up all nite to pray.... still childish?!? anyway its gud tat everythin ends peacafully....

gosh.. i m free... n many act r goin on...

damn... finally... everythin was done.. guitar exam n skool exams... yes... couldn't imagine if these thins are still on... i might be dead.. but i still gt many activities to participate in... man... prefects camp... church christmas concert... oh yes... mummy is goin 2 let me perm my hair... yes... finally... but she should let me do it last year.... coz my hair is longer then.. anyway need 2 say thx oso coz if she dun let, i might onli get my hair done nt year... hope tis holiday can last longer but it had alredi pass by half of tis 2 months... nt year form 5 liao... wat m i goin 2 do? tis is da end as i m startin my nt blog after a while... bye...

feelings these few weeks....

argh... test test test... i hope i can be free soon... i dont know whether i m goin 2 giv it a go or not... but i m stress out.. i need a peace in mind.. all tat i hope is tat u will respond to me sumday... i've tried many times 2 get ur attention... but isn't tat enuf?? how long should i stay tis way so u will be touch?? how many more efforts should be put in to get wat i've been dreaming 4... if tis is a test 4 me.. i'll go on... as long as i can stand tis torturin situation... i'll be loving u til u realize tat i m lovin u 4 sure... i year n 8 months... i hope u can respond 2 me by da 2nd year...

30/8/08 ~ stan fortuna

man... i 4got 2 write bout him... tis guy is a franciscan priest... he is 2 cool... he can rap....plays guitar lyk a rock band lead guitarist... n oso gt a chance 2 met wit u... n we talk... its been long i've nt seen u since u stop swimmin 4 ur exams... anyway... its cool meetin u on such occasion... finally, god bless fr. stan fortuna 4 his wonderfull time wit us in miri... hope tat i can see him live in action again soon.....

who u think u r??

damn it... u r juz a gal... n we r nt even frens... does meetin at swimmin pool means tat we can b frens?? i din even accept u as my fren.. how dare u ask me if we can b brother n sister... lying bout ur age is terrible enuf.. how can u still ask me tis kind of ques... tat is no. 1, 2ndly.. i alredi hav a sis... its enuf.. i dun wan a 2nd 1... u make me hates u 2 much... stay out of my life lyk da young bitch in my skool... i dun lyk it when a gal tat i hate frustrate me n annoyed me all da times... if u reli wan 2 talk 2 me... we r ONLI frens.... so stop fuckin around lyk an idiot or a lost pony... go back 2 ur mamma...

nt target...

gosh.. days past so fast.. i nvr knew tat it will come so fast... wong soon kai is comin.. its on tis fri.. 3rd day of hari raya... i m nervous.. sum1 pls pray 4 me.. i wanna win sumthin... tis is juz a short 1 as i m runnin out of ideas.. i post another bout fr.stan's concert soon... n more will be posted as i post tis 2 keep my blog acc activated.... until here... nitez...

a new exp.

da fragustus battle had juz finish.. started out few days ago n all the citizens of 'Respected.Renowned.Simple n Supreme' took part in it. However, we still need 2 fight among ourselves... we hav 2 be tough n strong 2 make sure tat tis 'inside' enemy is defeated by our heroes... all the citizens r separated into 4 colonies by the kings of 'Respected.Renowned.Simple n Supreme', Doctor Wind and The Lizard... They made us fight in many wars... short wars.. each of them onli last for a few minutes... We learned 2 b co-operative with each other in the colony n fight 4 our shining 'glory'...In the end, i won two wars for my colony n 1 big one together with my team of soldiers... After everythin ended, in the smelly sweaty battlefield, we wait 4 the kings to announce the results of this war... It turns out tat da Blue A-ct , which is my colony under the command of soulessshamussss, won the overall fight... A tiring battle had let my gain a new exp, it's 'The Flash'...