feelings these few weeks....

argh... test test test... i hope i can be free soon... i dont know whether i m goin 2 giv it a go or not... but i m stress out.. i need a peace in mind.. all tat i hope is tat u will respond to me sumday... i've tried many times 2 get ur attention... but isn't tat enuf?? how long should i stay tis way so u will be touch?? how many more efforts should be put in to get wat i've been dreaming 4... if tis is a test 4 me.. i'll go on... as long as i can stand tis torturin situation... i'll be loving u til u realize tat i m lovin u 4 sure... i year n 8 months... i hope u can respond 2 me by da 2nd year...