feelings these few weeks....

argh... test test test... i hope i can be free soon... i dont know whether i m goin 2 giv it a go or not... but i m stress out.. i need a peace in mind.. all tat i hope is tat u will respond to me sumday... i've tried many times 2 get ur attention... but isn't tat enuf?? how long should i stay tis way so u will be touch?? how many more efforts should be put in to get wat i've been dreaming 4... if tis is a test 4 me.. i'll go on... as long as i can stand tis torturin situation... i'll be loving u til u realize tat i m lovin u 4 sure... i year n 8 months... i hope u can respond 2 me by da 2nd year...

30/8/08 ~ stan fortuna

man... i 4got 2 write bout him... tis guy is a franciscan priest... he is 2 cool... he can rap....plays guitar lyk a rock band lead guitarist... n oso gt a chance 2 met wit u... n we talk... its been long i've nt seen u since u stop swimmin 4 ur exams... anyway... its cool meetin u on such occasion... finally, god bless fr. stan fortuna 4 his wonderfull time wit us in miri... hope tat i can see him live in action again soon.....

who u think u r??

damn it... u r juz a gal... n we r nt even frens... does meetin at swimmin pool means tat we can b frens?? i din even accept u as my fren.. how dare u ask me if we can b brother n sister... lying bout ur age is terrible enuf.. how can u still ask me tis kind of ques... tat is no. 1, 2ndly.. i alredi hav a sis... its enuf.. i dun wan a 2nd 1... u make me hates u 2 much... stay out of my life lyk da young bitch in my skool... i dun lyk it when a gal tat i hate frustrate me n annoyed me all da times... if u reli wan 2 talk 2 me... we r ONLI frens.... so stop fuckin around lyk an idiot or a lost pony... go back 2 ur mamma...